I usually wonder what its like to do something that you love to do or be in a place where you can be who you really are and not be under the radar at all times if something goes wrong. I know those things can happen but when and where can I find that possibility?
It's hard to live a life where you hate what you do and you can't say what you really want to say otherwise it will be used against you. Who says we are living in a free country?
I just hope that I can finally escape and be who I really am. For now, I have to live with my mask on, with barriers all around me or else they will all start destroying me again. I'll just let my guard down when I find it safe.
